Thursday, November 13, 2014

Depression as Conscious Evolution Interruptus



This title came up for me.  

The explanation is obvious.  But, if not, see these links to my other blog entries.  

http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/09/depression-and-teaching-tolerance.html
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/02/just-stranger-in-strange-land-part-2.html
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2014/02/first-agony-then-ecstasy-and-then.html
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/04/enlightenment-part-5-final-secret.html

Conscious evolution can be hard work.  

We can see so many individuals who have chosen to avoid evolution.  

Perhaps, that might be a temporary state.  

Let us plant seeds whenever we can.  

The pain of conscious evolution is worth it.  

The pain of not evolving is worse.  

Conscious evolution interruptus.  

The Mind-Body-Spirit is a terrible thing to waste.  

Namaste.  



Sunday, November 9, 2014

Gurus Surf Where Schizophrenics Drown

Ede Frecska writes how scientism looks a lot like depression.  Scientism is the concept that we may be so enamored with science, that we make it into a religion.

He writes that there are 3 tenants of scientism:   

1-Man is the byproduct of mere chance.
2-We live in a universe alien to us and ignorant of our destiny.
3-We have come from nothingness and will return to nothingness after death. 

He then writes that these basic concepts are strikingly similar to Aaron Beck’s triad for depression:

1-I am a worthless person.
2-The world is an inhospitable place.
3-My past is a tragedy; my future is hopeless. 

I’m not quite sure these 3 concepts correlate closely enough to buy his argument. 

Nonetheless, he has a good point about the lack of beauty in pure scientism. 

Wilber labels this pure reductionist scientism as “flatland.” When we lack access to our unconscious information and the mystery of the universe this view lacks beauty. 

He also criticizes the opposite of reductionist scientism, those who get lost in the world of mysticism without coming back to this world to do good work. 

Jung wrote about finding the balance between access to conscious and unconscious information. 

Gustafson writes about positioning.  Not too close to the unconscious world, not too close to the conscious world.  Finding your own balance. 

The Strengthening Aspects Of Zen and Contemporary Meditation Practices is a beautiful piece by Kathleen O'Shaughnessy.  "A spiritual practice and a visionary substance (Zen and LSD) came into my life within two weeks of each other.  I lived in a part of the country where support for either was non-existent.  This had the effect of driving me into a deeper relationship with each.  I soon realized that Zen is LSD…in slow motion." http://www.hofmann.org/Reviews/psychoactive%20sacramentals.htm
 
LSD, and other enthogens can provide a peek at the peak.

The perennial philosophy runs through the tenants of Jung’s teachings, transpersonal psychology, shamanic practice, and the mysticism of all religions;  Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, Confusianism, Toaism, Buddhism: 

1-There are 2 realms of reality.  The realm of scientism; the visible world of agreed upon reality, consensus reality.  The other world is the world of the unconscious and nonphysical reality.  These 2 domains together constitute Ultimate Reality.  Truth. 

2-Humans possess the ability to access both realities.  Modern society may suppress access to the nonphysical reality.  Usually suppressed because individual access to ultimate reality decreases the power of groups who want to have power over the masses. 

3-Accessing this nonphysical reality leads to wisdom.  Coming back to the physical world and practicing from the wisdom learned is compassion.  Doing continuous Right Action, which arises from this compassion, may be labeled enlightenment.  Labeled only by others. 

Some label this nonphysical reality “Spirit.”  Right Action in the world is Spirit-In-Action.  This concept is not without it’s critics: 

See figure 1 here for the nesting of physics, biology, psychology, theology and mysticism.   You could just as easily reverse the nesting.  However, this model shows that mysticism or Spirit, is beyond science. 

Ede Frecska then goes on to write about a new biosychosocial paradigm beyond what George Engle proposed, a biopsychosocialspiritual paradigm.

It is important to consider the natural order of conscious evolution. 

You first need to become a whole self, before you can become a non-self.  I’ve written about methods to drop what gets in your way. 

Perhaps at that point many of us fall into scientism.  Pure rationalism.  Probably a necessary step.  That was expressed culturally as The Enlightenment.  Where we tore religion away from science. 

However, to progress to the next level of conscious evolution, we must reincorporate Spirit back into our way of being.  Perhaps, best a non-denominational Spirituality.  Perhaps, any denominational spirituality, that works for you, but allows you to transcend and include.

This allows us to rise above flatland. 

The world explodes with the beauty of mystery. 

Not lost in the chaotic mystery of the schizophrenic. 

We can enter the mystery of the mystic, the mystery of the shaman. 

We can enter altered states of consciousness at will.  
 
Some may use entheogens.  Others have no need for entheogens. 

Some use drumming.  Some use guided imagery. 

Some just sit. 

We learn to surf the mystery. 

We create that groove in the brain-body.

We can travel to far off worlds.  To dimensions unknown to conventional science. 

We can gain knowledge.  We can find teachers and guides within this other reality. 

However, to be in balance we must bring this knowledge back to the conventional world. 

We can practice Compassion. 

Compassion arises with the knowledge that we are intimately connected with all beings.  They are all part of our family. 

No, you are not a “Guru.” 

Traveling within the mystery is humbling. 

You would never label yourself as “Enlightened.” 

That would be silly. 

Others may label you as “enlightened.”  That is their problem. 

Perhaps, you may label yourself as “Awake.” 

That was the way of the “Buddha.” 

But, if you meet the Buddha on the road, you must kill him. 
 
That is why you do not label yourself as “enlightened” nor as a “guru.” 

There is no need.  You know exactly who you are. 

Nothingness.

and

Everythingness. 

Then you can let the light pour out of this so human an animal. 

Let the light spread to everyone around you. 

It does not matter if anyone perceives your Beauty. 

That might be your greatest mystery. 

Namaste. 





Monday, November 3, 2014

You Are Enough

Exactly as you are
 
Only if you feel

There is something 

Missing

Perhaps

Something broken

A wound

A feeling

Something must

Change

Such that

Your life

Depends

Upon
 
Change

Sit quietly

And ask

The question

Who am I

Who is this

That must change

Listen

Softly

Gently

For

The

Answer




Friday, October 31, 2014

Of Drugs, Evolution of Consciousness, and Black Holes

Another fantastic discussion at Sunday group.  Extended almost all day!

We were speaking about how many different kinds of drugs might provide an increased access to information from Source. 

First of all I will put forth one of my own Deep Truths. 

Others have said this clearly before. 

1-Consciousness is Everything-That-Is, and Everything-That Is-Not. 

Everything is consciousness.  Everything is Source.    

2-Our brains, in this so human an animal, are receivers of information from Source. 

As well as being part of Source. 

3-Our brains are reducing valves for all the possible information that is out there.   

Huxley wrote about our brains as reducing valves.   Recent imaging studies using psilocybin support this. 

Our individual unconsciousness is information from Source to which we do not have easy access. 

Some unconscious information is our shadow, information that we have hidden away from ourselves.

I propose 3 classes of drugs that can possibly help increase our access to information from Source (Yes, 3 again!). 

1-Sedating drugs – alcohol, benzodiazepines, opioids.
2-Activating drugs – cocaine, methamphetamine. 
3-Hallucinogens – psilocybin, mescaline, LSD, DMT.

Marijuana may be in a separate category as there are endogenous cannabinoid receptors.  Different strains of marijuana may show more or less sedating or hallucinogenic effects.

MDMA, aka Ecstasy, better described as Empathy, is more related to the activating drugs, but have vastly different effects and less addictive potential.   MDMA activates the serotonin system more than the dopamine system. 

Ibogain may have a role in treatment of addictions, but also seems to have higher risks than the traditional hallucinogens. 

Note that most of the sedating and activating drugs have potential for true addiction, whereas, the hallucinogens do not have addiction potential. 

Further, the hallucinogens have been used to successfully treat addictions. 

Many people have used the sedating drugs for creativity, such as writers, artists, and musicians. 

These sedating drugs may act by suppressing the parts of the brain that get in the way of accessing Source and unconscious information.  Perhaps, these drugs might be used more by those with prior emotional and other traumas, as we also use these sedating drugs to suppress information from our shadow unconsciousness.  Alcohol may also act on the reward system via the dopamine neurotransmitter. 

Activating drugs can greatly increase the reward system of dopamine activity.   With methamphetamine releasing 5-12 times more dopamine than cocaine. 

Addiction to drugs, shopping, TV, gaming, sex, likely all share some similarities in affecting the reward and pleasure systems of neurotransmitters. 

It is also possible that the activating drugs only mimic an increased access to Source by providing that feeling of ecstasy one can receive through a closer connection to Source. 

The true hallucinogens likely most directly suppress the parts of the brain that help us survive in everyday life.  Yet, also allow us to get information from Source for long-term survival and creativity. 

Wisdom and Compassion.  Wisdom is obtained from basking in the information from Source.  Compassion is using that information when walking in the world. 

Just don’t use hallucinogens when you are running from a saber toothed tiger. 

Those particular states of consciousness that allow us to most closely align with Source, are likely reflected in relative activation and deactivation of certain parts of the brain.

The precise neurotransmitters, receptors, and microenvironment of these changes are also just beginning to be explored.  Clearly involved are several 5HT serotonin receptors, but also involved may be endogenous DMT, phenylethyamine, endogenous opioids and cannabanoids, GABA, perhaps also dopamine and oxytocin, perhaps even other neurotransmitters not as yet defined. 

Many drugs also provide for a communal connectivity within a group.  Using rituals can enhance effects and build group cohesion. 

Meditation likely can activate a similar brain neurotransmitter profile, quieting those parts of the brain that prevent us from more fully accessing information from Source. 

Similar altered states of consciousness can be found through such practices as shamanic journeying, particularly when facilitated by drumming. 

So what about Black Holes?

A current theory is that the Universe may be a holographic projection of information contained on the surface of black holes, such as the ones that exist in the center of every galaxy, including our own. 

In meditation we can turn inward and a feeling of empty fullness arises. 

We gain access to information from an unknown place (Source!). 

What is a better description for empty fullness than a black hole! 

Further, think of how perfectly this fits the allegory of Plato’s Cave!   The black hole is the fire shining.  The holographic projection is the shadows on the wall, our presumed reality.  Through meditation or sometimes through the use of certain drugs, we can turn around and see reality.  Directly seeing into Source.  Gaining information previously unknown or unconscious to us. 

Who knows what is Absolute Truth.  We only have these poor little animal minds to translate what we see. 

We really don’t even know how to fully conceive the structure of the Universe, nor the structure of black holes. 

But, we can slowly gain access to Truth.  Our own Truth. 

The Truth we use to live our everyday lives. 

I raise a glass of sedating wine to each of you, or whatever is your non-addicting drug of choice. 

May you continue to gain ever better access to information from Source. 

May you continue to grow in your evolution of consciousness. 

Namaste.