Monday, January 13, 2014

Deconstruction and Reconstruction of the Personality

I was noticing during meditation the partial or sometimes full deconstruction of the personality, depending on the depth of meditation.

Within deepest meditation, the personality completely deconstructs.

There is no Other. 

There is no inner, there is no outer. 

There is no one home. 

All-That-Is, and All-That-Is-Not, undifferentiated.   

Empty Fullness. 

Entheogens can do this as well, usually with a little less control. 

What is interesting is when the meditation session ends, the personality seems to spontaneously pop back into existence. 

But, each time you deconstruct the personality, there is a chance to reassemble this personality in a slightly different form. 

One possibility is to let go of unneeded emotional defenses.  This might raise you up on the evolutionary scale.

There is also the possibility of uncovering all sorts of shadows, those things you may have stuffed away in that long black bag you carry behind you.

When shadows are uncovered there may be anxiety or even panic. 

Perhaps you may need to do some psychological or spiritual work for resolution. 

Something simple such as journaling might help.  Consider a self-guided visualization practice.  Maybe EFT, or EMDR could be helpful. 

Sometimes you just need some outside help.  A good psychotherapist can be invaluable to help to reconstruct the personality. 

Remember to forge your own path.

And use the 3 Commandments, in strict order, to test for truth:

        1-There is only one Source.

                    2-Love everything.

                              3-Enjoy yourself.

Then relax into clear seeing and enjoy this wonderful unfolding. 



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