Monday, September 19, 2016

Disease or Gift

Perhaps both

                        Sometimes… 

Maybe this is where we were in the past

Maybe this is where we can go in the future

In other cultures schizophrenia is viewed as a gift

Perhaps with a connection to information, unseen or unheard by others

Fibromyalgia, a disease with intense pain and, often, chronic fatigue

Develops mostly in women

Develops mostly in highly sensitive individuals

Perhaps if we saw this sensitivity as a gift

Put this sensitivity to good use

A person sensitive to the emotions of others may be a help to others

In our current culture we “pull ourselves up by the bootstraps.” 

We have to be tough

Sensitive people “need not apply…” 
 
Sensitive people often end up being abused 

Women, in particular, are expected to do for everyone else

Before taking care of their own needs 

Can we change this love for tough-ness

Can we make room in society for everyone… 

Can we see the gifts that might be brought…     

To the table of our family… 

Instead of pouring money

Down the drain

Using medicines with so many side effects

Often, not very effective

Can we find ways to allow almost all of us to be productive members 

To offer the powerful, unique gifts

We each can bring

Making room at the table… 

For all…  

Namaste







Monday, August 29, 2016

Uncertainty

Everything is uncertain…

We think we remember the past correctly. 

We often do not. 

A photograph or moving film may only show a few aspects of Truth.  

The present is uncertain. 

We can only discern part of what is truly happening in this moment. 

Is the future totally uncertain? 

Are there hints to what will happen.  

Is the future even more complicated.    

Do we create multiple Universes with each decision.  

Ramana Maharshi says, “That which is not present in deep, dreamless sleep is not real.” 

Nisargadatta Maharaj  says, “To be free in the world you must be free of the world. Oth­er­wise your past decides for you and your future. Between what had hap­pened and what must hap­pen you are caught. Call it des­tiny or karma, but never—freedom. First return to your true being and then act from the heart of love.” 
 
Yesterday we asked, “Is there Ego’s Breath?’

Today we answer, “There is only Uncertainty.”

Why would you care if there is any “Ego’s Breath.” 

Drop everything. 

All concerns. 

All thought about the Past…  the Future…  the Present…  

A thought arises… 

Let it drift away… 

Like clouds…  

Thoughts come… 

Thoughts go…  

Dropping, dropping, dropping…  

Richard Rose said: 
“…there is an eye that must be open.  We open it by closing all other eyes…”


Namaste






Sunday, August 28, 2016

Ego’s Breath

Up at 3:30…

Go pee… 

Sit on my cushion…  

Now right next to my bed.  

Glance at my phone for the time. 

Three deep breaths, then settling down… 

Watching my breath. 

Mind quiets… 

Mind comes back… 

Asking a question. 

Is the breath

                        different… 

Within a quiet mind state, 

Within an active mind state, 

Is there an Ego’s Breath… 

                      We are all already enlightened… 
 
That state of mind… 

No mind… 

Is always present… 

We just cover this up… 

Endless chatter… 

Thoughts about the Past, Present, Future… 

Quiet Mind

No Mind

Deep Dreamless Sleep

Awake

Awareness

Within

No

Awareness 

Is there an Ego’s Breath…  

            How would you know… 





Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Buddha and Binoculars

Wow… 

Opened a box and found our teak Buddha and all 4 sets of binoculars. 

Also the 3 singing bowls…  

This is what can happen when you move…    
 
At least when someone else packs you up, tosses everything in a truck, and randomly unloads boxes into your new abode… 

Lots of mystery… 

Can’t find a damn thing! 

Open a box and…  

Surprise! 

Or, looking for that bottom piece for the 55 inch TV. 

Can’t do anything with the TV until you find it. 

Serendipity…  

After 24 hours found it with miscellaneous stuff in the garage!  

Will take us at least a month to unpack and organize our new place. 

Glad I took 6 weeks before starting my new job. 

Took a break today… 

We biked for an hour, just 6 miles. 

Nice loop… 

Checking out “the hood…”     

Checking out the decks…  

We need to deck and landscape the back yard… 

Feeling lucky… 

A beautiful new place…  

With my beautiful life partner and wife… 

Smaller house…  

Smaller land… 

Letting go…  

Jupiter is up in the night sky…  

Can use the binoculars to see the moons… 

Buddha will go on a high shelf to oversee… 

Just remember… 

If you meet the Buddha in the road…  

You must kill him…  

Or, invite him out for a micro-brew… 

Or, a nice Zin…  

With garlic fries! 

Namaste







Friday, July 1, 2016

Everything is Real

My wife and I and a close friend participated in a weekend shamanic journeying workshop.

The leader Timothy Cope stated, “everything is real.”

He was speaking about the shamanic or spirit world. 

How you have to respect the beings you may meet in these places. 

This may be a difficult concept for a basic scientist (Heretic!). 

However, I ran across a recent article in Science News regarding how even quantum information is physical. 

Interesting! 

I had not even known that regular information was felt to be physical! 

This of course relates to Einstein’s equation E=mc2. 

Energy and mass are interchangeable. 

Since information is energy, then everything is potentially matter, even thoughts. 

Wow! 

For me this relates to how even our thoughts might influence the world. 
 
Perhaps in ways we still are too primitive to understand. 

If you are interested in reading more about these edges of science, I suggest books by Lynne McTaggart and books and writings by Larry Dossey, especially his editorials in the journal Explore.  Also, 2 related books:  Irreducible Mind and Beyond Physicalism. 

Happy exploring!