Let me be a little revealing about my health…
Saturday, February 27, 2021
Daily Vitamins and Supplements
Monday, February 15, 2021
What Kind of Lab Are You!
Expectations…
So interesting.
Yes, being quite dog centric these days…
“Puppy brain”
One of our trainers describing puppies with “the attention span of a gnat…”
It seems that us owners sometimes have a similar problem.
Our world revolving around this new member of the family.
Takes a lot of time, can be very distracting…
Luckily, after lots of play, naptime can allow room to do some work, some thinking, some writing.
My family and I only had 2 dogs, the first, Midnight, was an unclear mix of Lab and Great Dane.
Arrived at about 3 months of age.
With expectations of a huge dog, we bought a huge crate…
Midnight only got to about 45 pounds…
A great dog, we probably could have done a better job of training her, but I was new Assistant Professor, working too hard, bucking for tenure…
I left most the training to my then wife and young kids…
Midnight did not eat like a Lab, you could leave food in her dish all day, and she would only eat when hungry… stayed muscular and thin naturally…
After Midnight passed on, my then wife lasted about a month or so, when the need for a puppy arose…
This time went for a purebred Lab…
Dakota was great dog, but ate like a Lab…
As a small puppy, we visited with family out of town, he found a bag of dog food, then proceeded to almost eat himself to death…
His belly was so huge, I was sure we would need to take him to the vet for surgery.
We were going on a trip, got cash from the bank. We left Dakota in the car for a moment, and he proceeded to eat the 200 dollars, including the bank envelope.
I processed his poop for about 3 days, somehow recovering all but 2 of the $20 dollar bills, required a bleaching process, that still resulted in bile-stained bills to be turned in to the bank…
Would eat toilet paper, and socks, more like a goat…
The kitchen floor was always spotless. Everything was licked and eaten, food, dirt, anything…
As I mentioned, both my current wife and I have had Labrador Retrievers.
She has had a similar experience.
Zev, is a standard poodle.
Does not eat like a lab…
You can leave food in his bowl, only eats when hungry, sometimes turns his nose up at anything but special “high value” treats.
You can drop food on the floor, it gets ignored…
Treats can roll out of his treat toy and he misses it on the floor, until you point it out…
Therefore, we often remark “Not a Lab” or “What kind of Lab are you!”
Expectations…
We humans fall into expectations…
Our minds develop grooves…
We fall into repeated ways of operating in the world…
We can be thrown off, when things change.
In the case of Zev, it is fun…
Fun to watch my mind look at amazement when he does not inhale his entire bowel of food in a minute…
It is actually nice that Zev does not scarf down everything, food and not food…
He is a chewer, “puppy piranha,” we are working on that…
This behavior is a natural part of puppyhood…
We are both working on training, my wife is taking the lead, and she is laying out quite a bit of money on training classes and instruction…
This is an investment…
It is a pleasure to have a well-trained dog…
And Zev is quite smart and trainable…
He is entering his adolescence…
We are doing our part, reading, taking the time to give him the attention he needs, help him be active, tire him out…
Training is patterning the brain…
Creating the grooves, when to sit, to stay, to heel, to come…
Learning, reading, about puppy growth, about dog communication and behavior…
Humans are complex, I’ve spent my life trying to understand myself, trying to understand other humans, how we grow, how we change, how we can live better lives…
Bringing dog energy into the family can also help reveal more deeply who we are as humans…
Humans have been interacting with canines for millenia…
“The genetic divergence between the dog's ancestor and modern wolves occurred between 20,000 and 40,000 years ago.”
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Origin_of_the_domestic_dog
Dogs are not humans…
With other humans, our mistakes are often with projection…
With dogs, we have to be careful of our natural tendencies toward, “anthropomorphism,” perhaps better defined as personification…
Seeing clearly,
Seeing everything,
Just as it is…
A never-ending unfolding…
With dogs and without…
Namaste
Monday, February 8, 2021
Puppy Time
No not entitled “Puppy Love”
We love our puppies, I don’t think our puppies love us…
Not in the way we think out puppies love us, that is our projection…
Often, I believe, that is the beginning of where we get things wrong when bringing up puppies… probably kids as well...
Been reading… always reading…
I think Melissa Holbrook Pierson gets things right, she usually does.
She does her research…
Her book is titled, “The Secret History of Kindness: Learning From How Dogs Learn”
She is an eclectic writer, started reading her books on motorcycling…
What could be better that a woman who likes to ride!
Mellissa has a great voice, very revealing of her failings, and successes…
My wife was a motorcyclist. That was before I met her…
Both my wife and I had Labrador Retrievers in our past lives, BWGT…
Before we got together…
We are both dog people…
We are also kid people…
My wife is a people person, she even likes adults… she is an extrovert…
I prefer dogs and kids…
I enjoy the company of adults, just for shorter periods of time… I am an introvert…
Zev arrived into our lives about 8 week after being born on Halloween 2020
My wife and I have been together for 16 years.
Her 2 kids were grown and out of the house, and I had one kid out on his own when we started living together.
My last child was about 16 when we got together, and he was only with us a couple of days each week, and had a car, so was free to come and go. An easy kid, did his homework, never got into any trouble, that I got to find out about anyway…
We always talked about how freeing it was to be without dependent small kids and dogs…
We did think we would eventually bring dog presence back into our lives…
Many conversations about the meaning of dogs in people’s lives…
We agreed on trying to get a dog that would be easier to train, not one that would be a fixer upper…
There are many that would fault us on that…
There are some vet practices that seem to discriminate against people that get a purebred puppy… apparently, only rescues allowed…
We love labs, but wanted a breed that would be a bit calmer, and not such a food machine, less likely to eat half a giant pumpkin, $200 in cash, toilet paper (even more true stories, untold)…
We are still active, wanted a dog that could hike, maybe run along biking…
Our friend had a lovely Labradoodle, that probably started the ball rolling…
I had a patient who is a veterinarian, and I asked her about Labradoodles, she said, it is hard to know what you might get, they can have the problems of both breeds, why not get a Standard Poodle.
My wife took to her research… Came up with a few breeders that breed for the stockier, original hunting dog type, Standard Poodle.
She is a small breeder, only 2 litters per year…
My wife got on the list… We originally thought next Spring, 2021, but the litter was large, and we got in line for this Fall, 2020.
We made up lists of possible names…
We made pros and cons of each pup, weight, color, gender…
We bought a big crate, toys, food, treats, dog bed…
Then drove 5.5 hours to Nebraska to pick up the little creature…
I had some underlying resistance…
Despite being 67, I am not retired, I work full-time, busy weeks in clinic, and really like my free time…
My wife said she would carry the majority of the work caring for the pup, and she has lived up to that promise.
However, a puppy is part of a household, changes the whole energy of the house, a lot, almost as much as having a new baby…
Yet, we can’t help but fall in love with these young creatures…
And, if we wish a well-behaved dog, we have to start training as puppies…
Luckily, Melissa’s book came into our lives before Zev.
The book well outlines the history of behavioral training…
Highlights BF Skinners work, and, most importantly, the advantages of Karen Pryor’s clicker training.
Melissa’s book is compelling, with a simple overall message:
Reward good behavior, IGNORE bad behavior!!!
We don’t always use the clicker.
We use lots of treats.
The message is simple, carrying it out is more difficult.
Humans like to punish.
I won’t go into the details, read Melissa’s book…
However, this does not only relate to training animals, this relates to bringing up children, to how we treat prisoners…
The human obsession with punishment needs to change…
This is how we can change our society for the better…
Heretic!
I love being a Heretic…
Can’t write as much these days, have a puppy that keeps me busy…
Oh, to add to being a heretic, as a gun lover, our dog is actually named after a favorite G19 from Zev Industries…
We tell most people Zev means Wolf in Hebrew…
We like that too…
Namaste
Monday, November 23, 2020
An Interesting Question



Namaste to all this Holiday Season
Friday, October 30, 2020
Thank You All! (and a musing…)
Not much swelling, minimal pain, no narcotics.
Did what I advise my patients, took acetaminophen 500 mg with ibuprofen 200 mg every 4 hours…
Research says this can work as well as narcotics…
I did take the week off from going in to see patients in the clinic, not back in till Monday afternoon.
Only took the day of surgery off the computer…
Easier to keep up with lab, x-ray results and prescription refills, if you check daily!
So, thanks to you all for your beautiful healing energy, past, present, and future…
Please keep it going, figure about 6 weeks until most healing is complete…
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So, a musing…
I’ve been reading “Braiding Sweetgrass”
Each chapter seems to be a separate thought, with some elements of a flow, I’m resonating with some chapters more than others…
One chapter in particular piqued my interest, Allegiance to Gratitude, page 105.
Discusses a Native American alternative to “The Pledge of Allegiance”
As an aside, in reference to my lifelong interest in monsters, I as a child learning “The Pledge” in school, I had asked my mom in likely great interest, “where do the 4 witches stand?”
I have experienced ceremony honoring the 4 directions…
http://www.starstuffs.com/prayers/fourdirections.html
This is more comprehensive called the “Haudenosaunee Thanksgiving Address”
https://americanindian.si.edu/environment/pdf/01_02_Thanksgiving_Address.pdf
What struck me the most is the refrain between each acknowledgement “Now our minds are one.”
To me this felt as a deep resonance with Eastern philosophy, One Mind, No Mind…
Additionally, what came up for me was related to René Dubos’ book “So Human an Animal: How We are Shaped by Surroundings and Events”
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/600168.So_Human_an_Animal
For example, the geography that is “Russia,” will always tend to have a “Czar.”
Perhaps these, currently not so, “United States,” will always be a nation of tribes.
Perhaps influenced by our geography, but also by our genetics…
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-genetics-of-politics/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albion%27s_Seed
Many of us resonate with Native American practices, honoring the land, our food…
I agree the land we live upon, the actual geography, influences who we are, how we grow, how we resonate with everything with which we interact…
I have written about the powerful interaction of science and mysticism…
How science exists as a piece of a larger less definable whole…
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2015/12/what-is-consciousness.html
Yet, how science is so important, the scientific method of uncovering of these relative truths, how this information can enable us to live longer, fuller, more healthy lives…
Then, how also letting go of science, engaging in personal self-growth practices, such as meditation, in part growing out of Eastern philosophy, can lead to a rich full life, honoring the Mystery…
So, to Science, and Eastern Philosophy, I would like to add a 3rd leg of a stool, perhaps a 3rd pillar to my practice, that of Native American gratitude practice.
That is not to denigrate Western meditation and prayer practices, nor Western and Eastern gratitude practices, all are welcome…
I see this as in service of deepening our connection to this land, in service of honoring the Native Americans who first were here, and not to perform any cultural misappropriation…
Each of you must walk your own path…
I honor each one of you, as to whatever path you are drawn, and to whatever practices your being resonates…
Walk on…
Namaste
Sunday, October 25, 2020
A Brief Request
I am heading in for a relatively minor surgery on Tuesday 10/27/2020 from about 9 AM till 10 AM Mountain Standard Time.
It is a left hydrocelectomy with general anesthesia.I am asking anyone reading this beforehand, at the time, and even in the future, even way after this event, to hold good thoughts for a safe surgery, no complications, and a full recovery.
There was a study where people were assigned to pray for people hospitalized in the distant past.
A randomized study…
Those prayed for, did better… With analysis in the future of past data… Interesting!
I have been lucky.
I have never had any significant surgery.
Had a skin tag removed, a small cyst in a finger, minor lacerations, joint dislocations and injuries from karate. Only local anesthesia.
Some level of fear.
Yes, “fear is the mind killer” (for us Dune fans…)
There will be pain.
I trust I can deal with physical pain…
So, I am sending this message out into the Universe, to all you readers in the Past, Present, and Future…
Even just an instant thought of good wishes…
Thank you all!
Namaste
Sunday, August 30, 2020
Trump Is LSD
Well it does feel like it has been a really bad trip…
My wife and I were having a lazy in-bed Sunday morning discussion.

We both individually perused the NY Times online headline articles on our phones…
She was saying she was thinking she needed a break from the news
Nothing but articles about white supremacists walking around armed, leading to shootings
Police overreaction to peaceful protesters
Another individual shot
Both peaceful and violent aftermaths…
Yesterday, I read the “The last word” article in “The Week”
An article about Stephen Miller, a protégé of Steve Bannon, excerpt from the book “Hatemongers:…” by Jean Guerrero.
How Stephen, even in high school, left trash around because he thought the janitors were there to clean up after any mess he made…
My mind was going to how this administration has revealed the ugliest parts of these United States
This still poorly evolved cohort in our society, those who feel that most others are beneath them, others that exist only to serve them, or get out of their way…
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/02/just-stranger-in-strange-land-part-2.html
Then it came to me how much of these ugliest parts, these poorly evolved parts, have been there all the time.
I support the “Southern Poverty Law Center.” They publish yearly on the hate groups that exist in the US.
What has changed in these past 4 years is that these hate groups have been given permission to be more active. Both showing themselves and actively committing crimes…
Why not, they see their administration committing crimes, and, for the most part, getting away with them…
This title above arose…
Perhaps not a perfect metaphor
All this ugly behavior
Arising from hate and racism
Has been the mostly unconscious parts of these United States
Mostly hidden from our sights
Certainly, seen less in the previous 8 years of the Obama administration…
Drumpf as a classic psychedelic
A disruptor of our consciousness
Allowing the unconscious to become conscious
I told this to my wife
She asked “Where are the guides?”
(We have worked together as guides in psychedelic research)
Good point!
May be that is why this is such a bad trip!
We have no guides…
But, maybe there are guides…
Robert Reich, the Obamas, a multitude of sane voices out there…
Some of us like to say in psychedelic therapy “There are no bad trips…”
“Only things we need to learn…”
Perhaps, just as in an a highly uncomfortable experience with LSD, it is very painful to see the unconscious made conscious…
This is where healing starts…
I can only hope that those who are at a slightly lower level of evolution, still filled with hatred for “the other…”
A portion of those will awaken…
They might see this ugly unconsciousness
Now made manifest before them…
Some will continue to embrace their hatred, their fear…
Others will see clearly
Will be appalled…
Will realize
This is not the way they wish to live and think…
Not the way they wish to treat others…
Perhaps, then this small percentage of people in the US will vote for a more compassionate administration…
Perhaps preventing another 4 years of increasing fear and hatred…
4 more years of a bad trip…
Perhaps this new administration would address what the Obama administration did not, you cannot label people as “deplorables” as “clinging to their guns…”
This labeling is as bad as any racism…
People are fearful
We must alleviate fear
Everyone deserves to feel safe
I do not think we can bring the fundamentalist and liberal green meme thinkers to be on the same page on gun control, abortion, etc.
However, those at the liberal green meme level who reject anyone thinking at a lower level than themselves, need to evolve themselves, to accept the fundamentalists, just as they are…
It is the duty of any liberal Democratic administration to help everyone to feel they are safe, to feel they are heard…
Namaste













