Namaste to all this Holiday Season
Not much swelling, minimal pain, no narcotics.
Did what I advise my patients, took acetaminophen 500 mg with ibuprofen 200 mg every 4 hours…
Research says this can work as well as narcotics…
I did take the week off from going in to see patients in the clinic, not back in till Monday afternoon.
Only took the day of surgery off the computer…
Easier to keep up with lab, x-ray results and prescription refills, if you check daily!
So, thanks to you all for your beautiful healing energy, past, present, and future…
Please keep it going, figure about 6 weeks until most healing is complete…
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So, a musing…
I’ve been reading “Braiding Sweetgrass”
Each chapter seems to be a separate thought, with some elements of a flow, I’m resonating with some chapters more than others…
One chapter in particular piqued my interest, Allegiance to Gratitude, page 105.
Discusses a Native American alternative to “The Pledge of Allegiance”
As an aside, in reference to my lifelong interest in monsters, I as a child learning “The Pledge” in school, I had asked my mom in likely great interest, “where do the 4 witches stand?”
I have experienced ceremony honoring the 4 directions…
http://www.starstuffs.com/prayers/fourdirections.html
This is more comprehensive called the “Haudenosaunee Thanksgiving Address”
https://americanindian.si.edu/environment/pdf/01_02_Thanksgiving_Address.pdf
What struck me the most is the refrain between each acknowledgement “Now our minds are one.”
To me this felt as a deep resonance with Eastern philosophy, One Mind, No Mind…
Additionally, what came up for me was related to RenĂ© Dubos’ book “So Human an Animal: How We are Shaped by Surroundings and Events”
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/600168.So_Human_an_Animal
For example, the geography that is “Russia,” will always tend to have a “Czar.”
Perhaps these, currently not so, “United States,” will always be a nation of tribes.
Perhaps influenced by our geography, but also by our genetics…
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-genetics-of-politics/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albion%27s_Seed
Many of us resonate with Native American practices, honoring the land, our food…
I agree the land we live upon, the actual geography, influences who we are, how we grow, how we resonate with everything with which we interact…
I have written about the powerful interaction of science and mysticism…
How science exists as a piece of a larger less definable whole…
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2015/12/what-is-consciousness.html
Yet, how science is so important, the scientific method of uncovering of these relative truths, how this information can enable us to live longer, fuller, more healthy lives…
Then, how also letting go of science, engaging in personal self-growth practices, such as meditation, in part growing out of Eastern philosophy, can lead to a rich full life, honoring the Mystery…
So, to Science, and Eastern Philosophy, I would like to add a 3rd leg of a stool, perhaps a 3rd pillar to my practice, that of Native American gratitude practice.
That is not to denigrate Western meditation and prayer practices, nor Western and Eastern gratitude practices, all are welcome…
I see this as in service of deepening our connection to this land, in service of honoring the Native Americans who first were here, and not to perform any cultural misappropriation…
Each of you must walk your own path…
I honor each one of you, as to whatever path you are drawn, and to whatever practices your being resonates…
Walk on…
Namaste
I am heading in for a relatively minor surgery on Tuesday 10/27/2020 from about 9 AM till 10 AM Mountain Standard Time.
It is a left hydrocelectomy with general anesthesia.I am asking anyone reading this beforehand, at the time, and even in the future, even way after this event, to hold good thoughts for a safe surgery, no complications, and a full recovery.
There was a study where people were assigned to pray for people hospitalized in the distant past.
A randomized study…
Those prayed for, did better… With analysis in the future of past data… Interesting!
I have been lucky.
I have never had any significant surgery.
Had a skin tag removed, a small cyst in a finger, minor lacerations, joint dislocations and injuries from karate. Only local anesthesia.
Some level of fear.
Yes, “fear is the mind killer” (for us Dune fans…)
There will be pain.
I trust I can deal with physical pain…
So, I am sending this message out into the Universe, to all you readers in the Past, Present, and Future…
Even just an instant thought of good wishes…
Thank you all!
Namaste
Well it does feel like it has been a really bad trip…
My wife and I were having a lazy in-bed Sunday morning discussion.
We both individually perused the NY Times online headline articles on our phones…
She was saying she was thinking she needed a break from the news
Nothing but articles about white supremacists walking around armed, leading to shootings
Police overreaction to peaceful protesters
Another individual shot
Both peaceful and violent aftermaths…
Yesterday, I read the “The last word” article in “The Week”
An article about Stephen Miller, a protĂ©gĂ© of Steve Bannon, excerpt from the book “Hatemongers:…” by Jean Guerrero.
How Stephen, even in high school, left trash around because he thought the janitors were there to clean up after any mess he made…
My mind was going to how this administration has revealed the ugliest parts of these United States
This still poorly evolved cohort in our society, those who feel that most others are beneath them, others that exist only to serve them, or get out of their way…
http://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/02/just-stranger-in-strange-land-part-2.html
Then it came to me how much of these ugliest parts, these poorly evolved parts, have been there all the time.
I support the “Southern Poverty Law Center.” They publish yearly on the hate groups that exist in the US.
What has changed in these past 4 years is that these hate groups have been given permission to be more active. Both showing themselves and actively committing crimes…
Why not, they see their administration committing crimes, and, for the most part, getting away with them…
This title above arose…
Perhaps not a perfect metaphor
All this ugly behavior
Arising from hate and racism
Has been the mostly unconscious parts of these United States
Mostly hidden from our sights
Certainly, seen less in the previous 8 years of the Obama administration…
Drumpf as a classic psychedelic
A disruptor of our consciousness
Allowing the unconscious to become conscious
I told this to my wife
She asked “Where are the guides?”
(We have worked together as guides in psychedelic research)
Good point!
May be that is why this is such a bad trip!
We have no guides…
But, maybe there are guides…
Robert Reich, the Obamas, a multitude of sane voices out there…
Some of us like to say in psychedelic therapy “There are no bad trips…”
“Only things we need to learn…”
Perhaps, just as in an a highly uncomfortable experience with LSD, it is very painful to see the unconscious made conscious…
This is where healing starts…
I can only hope that those who are at a slightly lower level of evolution, still filled with hatred for “the other…”
A portion of those will awaken…
They might see this ugly unconsciousness
Now made manifest before them…
Some will continue to embrace their hatred, their fear…
Others will see clearly
Will be appalled…
Will realize
This is not the way they wish to live and think…
Not the way they wish to treat others…
Perhaps, then this small percentage of people in the US will vote for a more compassionate administration…
Perhaps preventing another 4 years of increasing fear and hatred…
4 more years of a bad trip…
Perhaps this new administration would address what the Obama administration did not, you cannot label people as “deplorables” as “clinging to their guns…”
This labeling is as bad as any racism…
People are fearful
We must alleviate fear
Everyone deserves to feel safe
I do not think we can bring the fundamentalist and liberal green meme thinkers to be on the same page on gun control, abortion, etc.
However, those at the liberal green meme level who reject anyone thinking at a lower level than themselves, need to evolve themselves, to accept the fundamentalists, just as they are…
It is the duty of any liberal Democratic administration to help everyone to feel they are safe, to feel they are heard…
Namaste
My last blog outlined fundamentals of labeling “the other.”
Currently, highest in the news is racism and police brutality…
We also outlined other external factors that may result in such assaults as fat shaming, misogyny…
I missed one.
Hateful name memes…
When my wife originally heard about this meme she shrugged it off…
She is an RN, works part time as a triage nurse in a largely indigent clinic, she is a guide and teacher in psychedelic medicine research, has a Master’s in Holistic Health, is a certified yoga therapist, has been trained and certified in massage therapy, and an esoteric healing practice of Jin Shin Jyutsu. She is a dedicated, supportive, wife and life partner to me, mother to her children, and grandmother to her grandchildren.
Yes, kind of saintly. Which she would deny…
This morning she was reading an article about a sommelier who was of color and discriminated against. However, he also used the “Karen meme.”
This felt particularly hurtful…
Here was someone writing about discrimination, and, yet, using a discriminating hurtful/hateful meme.
She was tearful…
My wife’s mom is from Japan, married to an America-jin…
Her mom once sat down with Karen to tell her that she named her Karen, because she felt it was such a beautiful name…
This morning my wife related now every time she says her name is Karen, when doing phone triage nursing, she feels, in my words, “assaulted.”
There is a meanness that permeates the world…
There is also goodness that permeates the world…
Let us all raise our conscious awareness of how our actions and words lead to harm…
Choose love and compassion
Choose to be aware of how we flow in the world
Namaste
Been incubating, perhaps ruminating, these past months…
Should I even write anything related to this subject…
Reading widely, reading wildly…
All this unfolding
within unprecedented times,
A world pandemic,
The most dysfunctional administration,
At least in my lifetime,
At least in my country…
A most perfect storm.
I love storms…
I hate to see people suffer…
That is what this is all about
Perhaps…
Love and Hate
Let us lay out some possible fundamentals
Keeping in mind
These are my own thoughts and speculations
Fueled by reading
Fueled by anger…
Fundamental 1
People are inherently fearful
They fear for their lives, their economics, families, friends… in no specific order
The lower their evolutionary level, the smaller the circle of who is in their family
https://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/02/just-stranger-in-strange-land-part-2.html
They fear “the other”
Those who are not in their family
Those who are perceived to be “different”
Fundamental 2
External differences are easier to perceive than internal differences
Easier to discriminate external differences
Color of skin, body weight, deformity, accents, being female, transgendered…
Internal differences are easier to hide
But, may be expressed externally
Clothing, hair, makeup, jewelry, tattoos, what car you drive…
You can try to lighten your skin, change your hair or your accent…
It is sometimes possible to change appearances
Where does poverty fit in…
Poverty is often intimately connected to appearance
Fundamental 3
Fear breeds violence
Some people are inherently violent
Usually due to being victims of violence growing up
They may be attracted to jobs where they can be violent
Such as policing
We have been slowly militarizing policing
That contributes to violence
How do we turn this around
There is only one cure for hate and fear
That has been labeled as Love
Love is a difficult concept
How do you define wishing for everyone to be able to rise up, to evolve, to be the best they can be
How do you change society to give everyone the chance to evolve
I have written my suggestions previously
In general, follow the 3 commandments, without making the common mistakes
https://enlightenedmdphd.blogspot.com/2013/05/the-second-commandment-love-everything_24.html
In this particular case, in no particular order:
1 – Make all drugs legal, put policing money toward treatment and psychological help
2 – Use the psychedelics, including MDMA, to heal the injuries of psychological trauma and attachment disorders
3 – Provide everyone with basic living conditions, eliminate homelessness, dire poverty, fear for personal and family safety, opportunity for education and economic advancement
4 – Give everyone a reason to exist, even if it is the smallest ability to help another
5 – Train police better, and for longer, kick out inherently violent officers
I am not talking about absolute equality or burning down capitalism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harrison_Bergeron
Would this be easy
No
Could this be possible
Yes
Society is a gigantic ship
Hard to steer a gigantic ship
Hard to change course
Slowly slowly slowly…
Turning in a direction
Toward Love
Toward Compassion
Toward giving more to those who have little
Giving not just money
Most want opportunity
They want to grow, to evolve, to have a place where they can feel good about living a life
The past 4 years
We have been turning in the wrong direction
Toward hate and fear
Please do your part in turning this ship…
Namaste