Monday, October 27, 2014

We Keep Meeting

The first time was so long ago.  We were children of nearby tribes.  We were lucky our tribes were not at war.

We didn’t “get” war.  We were all about connection. 

I can no longer remember who was male or who was female, that first time. 

When we first met.  It was at the very beginnings of what we called “the people.”  Each tribe called themselves “the people.”  But we know there was only one “people.”  All people were one.  Everything of the ground and air was one.  Even the stars were one with us. 

We played serious games as children.  Asking the plant for their gifts.  Tasting the gifts.  Learning with each day. 

Our tribes saw the connection between us.  They left us alone.  We brought the knowledge of the plants back to our tribes.  Our tribes became one tribe. 

They became healthier and stronger. 

We established rituals together for the taking of the sacred plants, the plants that helped us to see more clearly.  It helped others to listen to the plants. 

We learned how to use the plants and ground stones to heal.  The sacred plants helped our hunters to find game, to learn new ways to hunt.  To enrich our lives with much needed protein. 

We became we more open and compassionate to other tribes and taught them our skills of healing and hunting.

We played music and danced.  Eventually we found sexual awakening and found the ecstasy and pain of new life growing within, and without. 

Members of many tribes came long distances to learn from us. 

We grew old together. 

There was also much we couldn’t control. 

The weather became difficult.  The summers were colder and the plants could not grow well.  The winters grew even colder.  Food became scarce.  Tribes started traveling South or East or West.  The North, toward the Pole Star, was colder. 

We were very old by then.  We had lived many moons past most.  We knew this was a gift to the tribes.  But, the wearing out of the body became too much of a burden. 

We decided not to travel with the tribe.  A group of 6 young ones were left to care for us in that last winter.  They had enough food and wood to last the winter and then to travel South when the cold broke. 

We knew when we were ready for our return to Source. 

Together, we performed one last ritual, and we all drank the sacred tea.  Then, laying down, we held hands, and left this world together. 

Fully knowing that this was just the first of many lives together.

We have found each other again and again since then. 

Sometimes, I despaired of finding you ever again. 

Sometimes, we found each other again as children. 

Sometimes, it was many years before we grew enough to see clearly. 

When we saw clearly, we understood the unfolding of the world takes place exactly as it needs. 

Seeing clearly allowed compassion and patience. 

Now I have found you again. 

Thank you. 

You are a sacred gift. 





Sunday, October 19, 2014

Compassion, Right Here, Right Now

Sitting

at 5 am

Brightness

Within

Deepest Darkness

Connection to All That Is

And All That Is Not

Feeling past lives

Feeling the future

Traveling to the depths of the Underworld

Traveling to the heights of the Overworld

Meeting Teachers

Great Learnings

Traveling to the outermost edges of the Universe

Traveling to Parallel Universes

Information arises

Whatever is learned

Only this is true

How do we live

Right Here

Right Now

There is nothing else

Right Action

Surfing upon

the Evolution

of Consciousness

Rising up consciousness

Compassion

For the greatest Depth

For the Greatest Span


Truth

Can

Only

Arise

When

We can

Listen


Namaste




Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Listening To Entheogens

An NPR talk-show

The use of entheogens, hallucinations, psychedelics

Psilocybin, MDMA, mescalin, LSD… 

For PTSD

Where are we going
 
Will we be able

To evolve

Consciousness

Will we make mistakes

Maybe small mistakes

Hope

Perhaps

We can

Avoid

The past mistakes

Even mistakes

Of using

Psychotherapists only

Maybe

The One

Who can sit

Quietly

Yet interact

With radical acceptance

Holding as needed

Anything that arises

A spoken word

A hand

Being

Deeply

Present
 
Psychotherapists

Often

Full

Of their own

Anxiety

Depression

Can they

Avoid

Projection

Sitting quietly

Knowledge

Of synchrony

Of

Journeying

To other realms

To

Healing

States of Consciousness

We are so primitive

So far behind

Lost 40 years of information

Who is the patient

That would benefit

8 hours of preparation

8 hours of journeying

2 hours of integration

Perhaps then to repeat

How to do co-therapy

What are the ways

To travel

To dropping

All

That does not

Serve you… 





Saturday, October 11, 2014

Efficiency, Growing Edges, and Letting Go

So much of life is getting clear about where we should spend our time and energy. 

Some things seem to come naturally to us.  Since, that skill does not require much effort, perhaps we can think that we can be very efficient when plying that skill.

Perhaps we can compare this to what is at our growing edge.  Perhaps it is a skill that we may not be so naturally efficient at doing, yet, we want to develop more fully. 

And, maybe, we can even consider what things we are better off leaving to others.

We can also consider that some skills, that at first we may consider to be a weakness, later may turn out to be our greatest strength. 

Maybe we need to spend those 10,000 hours to fully master that skill. 

Maybe, because we feel we are weak in that area, that we have the strength of perseverance, to work hard at developing this skill. 

Of course, natural ability has much to do with that 10,000-hour suggestion. 

Perhaps there are some things at which we are very skilled.  Yet, it doesn’t bring us much enjoyment.  Maybe it is boring because we are so good at this skill.  Maybe we need something else to challenge us. 

Failure can be a great teacher. 

I am really good at science and medicine.  Yet, the practice of medicine can sometimes get tedious when it is not challenging. 

Science tends to be an ever-changing set of questions.  As soon as you think you know something.  Bam!  A new question arises. 

As my father said: “The more you know, the more you realize how little you know.” 

Here are many skills that are simply overall helpful.  I read rather quickly.  That skill is used for learning science, medicine, and learning about all my myriad hobbies.  As well, it is a source of enjoyment of a good entertaining novel. 

I am not so naturally skilled at music.  Yet, this has been a great joy for me these past 4 years.  Playing guitar, then ukulele, and more recently I’ve been toying with the banjo.  I am not very good. 

But, usually I play for myself.  And my wife is tells me I am getting better! 

I am a naturally skilled tool user and do many small projects.  Not, always my favorite thing to do.  But, I hate to spend money for things I can do myself. 

Yet, I no longer change my own oil in my car.  Some things are just worth paying others to do. 

You can get better at relationships.  Those are important skills.
Also see parts 2-5. 

Can you get “good” at meditation?  How do you decide what is “good.” 

Perhaps, some things you do because you are pulled towards that practice. 

Meditation presents us with a different way of thinking about a “skill.”

In meditation, you are dropping everything that gets in the way of seeing clearly. 

You are actually not doing. 

You are not suppressing your thoughts. 

You are watching what arises. 

And letting what arises drift away. 

Perhaps, your mind gets quiet. 

Perhaps not. 

Everything is welcome…

So, some skills come naturally to us.  We are efficient at performing them. 

Some skills are our growing edges and a welcome challenge for us. 

Other skills perhaps are best left to others, as it is just not worth our time to learn.  That is one form of letting go. 

In meditation we also practice letting go, over and over again. 

Wishing you each clear seeing. 

Knowing your efficiencies, your growing edges, and practicing letting go… 

over and over and over… 

Namaste